I feel like I'm going to have a mental breakdown soon...
I'm going all physced out because of this tiff between me and my friend.
It happened about a month ago, but ever since I saw her in town the other day, I feel as if it isn't over between me and her.
There's a stiff tension around her that makes me think that she hates me.
Perhaps she does - but perhaps she doesn't.
I'll be making false assumptions against one of my friends. That's one of the worse things I could ever do.
I keep telling myself that things will be okay, but, to be honest, I'm not entirely sure they will.
This morning, I had to chant 'Healthy mind, Healthy body' - whatever that means, and I had to keep telling myself to calm down - all because I kept getting fired up whenever something went wrong - for example; my hair looks terrible and I couldn' t get it to at least look decent. I re-did it a zillion times, but tried to keep my nerves at a steady rate.
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
Sakura
x
I'm going all physced out because of this tiff between me and my friend.
It happened about a month ago, but ever since I saw her in town the other day, I feel as if it isn't over between me and her.
There's a stiff tension around her that makes me think that she hates me.
Perhaps she does - but perhaps she doesn't.
I'll be making false assumptions against one of my friends. That's one of the worse things I could ever do.
I keep telling myself that things will be okay, but, to be honest, I'm not entirely sure they will.
This morning, I had to chant 'Healthy mind, Healthy body' - whatever that means, and I had to keep telling myself to calm down - all because I kept getting fired up whenever something went wrong - for example; my hair looks terrible and I couldn' t get it to at least look decent. I re-did it a zillion times, but tried to keep my nerves at a steady rate.
I don't know what the hell is wrong with me.
Sakura
x
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